to continue a little from yesterday…
dammit!! i just burned my mouth with coffee! not just my tongue; my whole frickin’ mouth!! cripes! that sucks. i’m not going to be able to taste all day. oh well, such is life. funny, it jerked my mind out my current situation for about 5 min. thanks, coffee that was too hot. anyway………
isn’t life just so funny? so funny that you just wanna cry? come to think of it, that’s not really funny at all, is it? i find myself with difficult and crucial life changing choices to make. one, in particular, that will change the life of those around me, as well. recently, there have been dark and cold moments in my life. there have been a few people, angels, if you will, that have been closer than a brother or sister (or cuz) to me through this. it means so so so much to me to be able to fully trust that those people have the absolute best intentions for me. they have shown me the true meaning of love. we have shared moments of laughter, moments of tears, and music. it’s ironic that the people that i feel closest in my heart live thousands and thousands of miles away, yet i have felt your love and friendship as it you were sitting across the table from me enjoying cafe au’ lait and beneit’s. i would like to say thank you to those people. i cherish you. i have hidden you in the deepest places in my heart, and there you, my treasure, will always be. i look forward to many more moments in the future. perhaps maybe actually sitting with you, laughing with you, crying with you, and being grateful with you, in person again; just sharing life. i will make my way home, dear friends. then we will eat, drink and be merry. i love you truly.
i have compiled a small list of music that has really helped me through this. it continues to lift my spirits, and i want to share them with you:
religious: Jason Upton
David Crowder - Remedy Club Tour Edition
not yet famous: Laura Marling – Alas I Cannot Swim
Brett Dennen
Greg Laswell – 3 Flights From Alto Nido tracks- that it moves; how the day sounds
Dr. Dog – Fate - the whole cd is great
and my favorite Mason Jennings – In the Ever – Fighter Girl “…come on kiss-a me, keep on kissing me…” okay Mason, if you insist…
ENJOY! i love you always. “be kind, for everyone is fighting a hard battle”
and my man…
and yes
i like the way that it moves…
very much so